Today I looked at myself in the mirror. I do not know if I like who I see. I have been taught that there are three you's; Who other people see as you; How you see you; and who you really are. I am an older softer version of who I see. I am no longer the hard bodied self reliant man, I used to be. In, my mind I still jump from planes and chase ghosts. Today I decided to once again, start jogging, working out, and living a healthier life style, but not doing so good. Life keeps getting in the way.

I keep getting asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" I do not know what that means. I love hats.

However, Grew up with cattle and a little farming.

Rode the rodeo for awhile.

Managed a 44,000 acre ranch in New Mexico.

Born and Raised in Texas.

You tell me. Am I?

Recently, I e-mailed a lady. We were not able to meet, however, she stated that I should show my personality a bit. I am a tad bit confused on how to do this, by simply writing. But I will give it a chance. I feel a description of my occupations will help with who I am and what I stand for. I served in the Army for 9 years. Various jobs, mostly spec. ops. I hope this helps.

I am the caregiver to my wife. I have not had female companionship in a little over three years. She is a stroke victim. My wife has battled stroke for the better part of seven years. Three years ago, she had a major stroke, she is in a vegitated state. I have remained loyal and faithful til now. My hormones are driving me nuts, and I can no longer handle it alone, the hormones. I am here looking for female contact emotional and physical.

A work in progress, I guess. Monty Python, I love Brit humor. I enjoy a nice glass of wine. I do not smoke cigs. Beer has been known to be a good friend. I can laugh at myself. "Brian Song", with James Caan, made me cry when I was 19 and still does today. I can sit and ponder life while looking at the desert sky, full of stars. I am a family man, a wonderful family, and I am alone.


I am southern born and bred: Breastfed/hand spanked. I enjoy outdoor activities. Fishing, boating, camping.

I love massaging a woman. I would love to meet a like minded woman.

Namaste

A walk in the desert.

Dinner

Rubbing your shoulders and see where we go next.

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